priceless!!!

haalluuuu...

hey!!
xnk siri emo2 lagi...

i just want 2 chill out~
senyum2...
ktawe2..
gelak2...eh..xsme ea?

ehehhehe...

nah..
korg kene dgr lagu ni...

seriuosly...
i had fall in love with this song~
OMG!!!!

i'm melting.....

Selamat pagi sayang
Baru sekejap kita bertemu
Engkau datang membawa
Sekuntum mawar merah
Pagi menjadi indah

Selamat pagi sayang
Semalam pun kita berjumpa
Engkau datang bersama
Sejambak mawar biru
Resah berubah rindu

Beribu batu
Rasa kau dekat di sisi
Kita berlari
Menyapa bayu pagi
Burung yang terbang
Turut berkicau
Berkicau keriangan

Sayang selamat pagi
Apa khabar engkau di sana
Kan ku tunggu kau datang
Walau di dalam mimpi
Hatiku kan bernyanyi

Lagu ni dinyanyikan oleh Noor Kumalasari
Credit to Koleksi Lirik Lagu Melayu

ok...end my oh so fanatic thng...

i'm going back home tomorrow!!
hahahhaha..

eventhough en hsham soh jadik pegawai 4 regatta kayak @ danga bay this weekend..
awal2 aku dah tarik diri...
sorry lah der...
bkn sng nk dapat family gathering cmni...
i just can't miss it oit~
OH nO!!!
i won't miss it~

it's labour day darl!
so everyone had a leave n this is the time 2 gather...hoyeh2!!
i'm killing myself!!!!!

*wink2*

akak n kakcik will be home..
n i'm kinda excited plus jealous since they got back earlier than me!
mane aci!!!!
i'm the nearest but still i'm the last 2 arrive home...

*sigh*

ok laaa...better late than never rite?

i just can't wait 2 be at home...

miss everyone at home!

mak! i miss u !!!
babah! i miss u !!
akak! i missssss u !!
kakcik! i misss u!!
adik! i miss u!!


hope that we'll manage 2 get a quality time 2gether...

n heard that dak2 rugby maktab having match @ Kluang High School once again...
this saturday...
i told Mr Met that i can't promise..
but whenever i'm free, i'll come n support them!

chayok2!!!

ok...enuf of that...

i just wanna say that i'm dying 2 go home..
plez2!!!!!!!

till then..
c ya!!

simply hate them!

halluu...

soory 4 da continuous emotional entry....

i dont care..sape soh wat aku sakit ati kn?

ok look...

this is not the first time..
I've experienced it few times...

at first, i just give them a chance..
without prejudice..
to get 2 know..
chit chatting...
ye lah...i make use of facebook in order 2 get new friends...


but..they misuse it~

they talk nonsense..
dirty word...
n all rubbish!!!

wth!!!

aku benciiiii sgt org buat aku cm 2!
ingat aku ni ape haaa???

u may just love saying it 2 other girls...
but please...
i'm not that TYPE ok?

yes...
i'm not that noble..
or angle..

tapi aku still ade pride ok?

ape yg korg xpuas ati klu aku single pown?
aku x offer korg pn soh masuk line n say all the rubbish!

stupidaaa....
moron!!!
haaa...amek2...
geram!

OMG!!!!!
kalau laaa MR Right aku ade skunk ni...
i'll just complain 2 him..
n he will just waked n kick them 4 a good lesson!
hoyeh2!!!!

where is my Mr Right??
yup..i noe..it just not the time yet..
=P

man are all da same!
ehhee...
marah?
ok..i noe i can't put the blame on all man...
yg wt "onar" 2 cume sgelintir lelaki...
but trust me..."spesies2" yg cmni mmg mkin ramai...
n that really mngukuhkan tahap "sakit hati" aku pd lelaki...
sorry guys...
geng2 korg gak yg wt onar neyh...

bkn ke sepatutnye kaum2 korg ni bimbing n tnjukkan jalan yg btol..
tapi..skunk ni kaum2 korg ni mrosakkan pmpuan je...

yes..i noe..
masing2 ade akal nk pkir mane yg btol n salah...
tapi don't u now that perempuan ni akal dea 1 ..
nafsu dea 9...

n lelaki ade 9 akal...
1 nafsu....

thank god mom n dad taught me well..
although i didn't end up being a ustazah..
i still noe what is rite n what is wrong...

syukran...

to those yg cube nk wt "onar" dgn merepek mnde2 bodoh 2 lagi..
just forget about it...

sehensem mane pn muke korg tapi kalau prngai cm hantu x payah jadik manusia lah wei!

ko apply mntak tukar jadik setan lg bgos aku rase~

till then ....
c ya!

such repugnance......

urrgghhh.....

ini entry berbau EMO..
so jike anda rase xnak bace..
anda dialu2kn utk switch 2 blog laen..tenkiu...

u noe what...
i feel like killing myself with this kind of "TORTURE"
bile laaaa berat aku nak naek ni??
sedey aku tgk...
almost everyday i'll went up the weight scale..
n what i get is only 36-37 kg...
kadang rase cam aku ni umo 21 ke huh??
ahhahaha...
STRESS!!!!!

bkn aku xpnah put some effort 2 gain weight..
tapi..can u just imagine..
i bought a tin of Appeton Weight Gain..
n the result is...
i LOST 1 kg..
WTH!!!!

n start lpas 2..
aku da cm redha jee...
da malas nk pkir...

but sumtimes it do trouble me..

2 years back berat aku pernah cecah 38-39Kg..
n i was very2 happy...
first time ever kowt..
nak kate aku mkn bnyk time 2..
xla..sme je dgn yg aku mkn skunk ni...

nth laaa..xtaw mane silapnye..

OMG!!!!!
don't u noe that u r really annoying....
let me makes an emphasis here..ANNOYING!!!!

urrgghh....
such a repugnance...
i'm not willing 2 hear anythng n every single thing about u..
did i make it clear here?
*coughing*

i hate this kind of feeling...

please go away..
shuuuuhhhhhhhh~
shuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhh~

till then...
c ya!

down~ =(

hallu....

*mood xde mood* cene 2?

emosi xstabil....jiwe kacau...

don't ask me why!

ok..klu sblom ni aku smngt gler crite sal PL kat Sibu 2 kn...

and i just get 2 know that it was postponed untill May!

OMG!!!

sume preparation da jalan..even aku pnyelah eager nk practise Pentomime utk Malam Kebudayaan tuh...

CRAP!!!!!

bese laahh..
kite org kat bawah ni just follow pe yg org ats2 tetapkn...

=(

dah xde mood nk pi...

plus...

i don't know why...
knpe dr dulu...bile time aku*********** je sll cm 2..

nape ek?

urghhh....

MAK!!!!
* brgenang airmate*

ececeh2....

moral down r cmnie...
nk mrajokk r~ * spe nk pujuk angkat tgn*

fine...xde sape pown..
tsk...

N FYI.....

i had an accident on Gymnastic class...
with minor injury..

syukran..i'm lucky..
masih hidup..^^

buat guling belakang laju2 smpai pening langau..

n tanpa sengaje telah "merempuh" wan..
sorry wan..
unintended..
ko xcedera kn?

hehehe...

n u noe what...
they said i was drunked...
hahaha....

kinda actually~
hehehee...

hope that this "chaos" will end very soon..

till then..
c ya!!

mixed up~ =P

haalluuu...

hey..i'm back!!

had came back from a hectic but fun kayak's course @ Danga Bay...

i'm getting darker.. *sigh*...
bleaahh...ok..i'm used 2 it...
pakai lah sunblock tebal sepoloh inchi pon..tp at the end.. muke n tangan berbelang kalah zebra... *hiperbola disitu*
errmm..simile might be...
hahaha

gained a lot of thngs there...
itchy2 the whole body + knowledge+ skills + mcm2 lah...

really had a great time practising capsize kt tgh2 laut.. hoyeh2...
seronok nye jatuh drpd kayak.. "rocking2"
ahahaha..
wonderfull...

xbley explain by words...
really enjoyed it....

credit 2 Encik Odeng n Encik Mazlan Mearaj our facilitator...

n i'm oficially holding sijil kayak Bintang 1 beb!
cayalah...

n u noe what..
the course doesn't end just like that...

"bond" yg mmg kuat antare org outdoor ni mmg patut dpt salute lah...

no matter who u r..where u r from.. we just like a big happy family...

p/s : parappapaaaa...i'mn luvin it!

till then..
c ya!!

fun outing!!

halluu...

whheeeuuu...a cherish mode entry huh??
hahahaha....

women are like that...
especially me..
kinda unpredictable...

ok...a bit down sbb ingt ley dpt idea dgn entry kesian b4...

xpe lahh..lgpn follower brpe kerat je...
uhuhuhu...
sian2....

ok..just ignore it...
* sbb i alredy got the plot*
will be da best one!
ehhee....

so...yesterday was all da gurls outing day!!
hoyeh2!!!
since this week is very2 hectic 2 us..
so..
we pay revenge..revenge kew?
xla...just blnje diri sndri 2 pay off all the hard work...stress n etc...

aida ( my course mate) took us ( 5 of us) to Pantai Senibong with her ehem2's car...
actually "they" had been there...
bese lah...
org de bf...sure lah g brjaln sane sini kn...
aku je trperok kt mktb neyh~
waaa...ayat nk sedey..



* ok...siyes i jeles*

so...btolak around 7 from here n smpai sane about 7.30..just nice..
nsib bek xmnempuh traffic jam!
*sigh*

had our Maghrib prayer there...

at first i thought that ni mesti tmpat ulu kampung yg xbrpe nk ramai org...

but i was a mistake...

ramai gler org durhh...

so..we had our dinner...
jgn jeles...
tepi laut u!

we can even see Sembawang ( Singapore)

mybe dlm 1 jam brkayak smpai r...
ahhahaha

::mood kayak?::
jap ag i story k...

we orderd kerapu sweet sour, scrambled egg n tom yam...

the taste ok lah..boley tahan..
not bad..
but the best thng is the seafood..

mmg segar dr ladang ahh..
aik..seafood dr ladang kew?

ok... fine from sea...


n it cost us total RM 120.00 n that means rm20 per person...

ok lah..
a bit expensive...

but sesuai lah dgn view dea yg exclusive kn..
tepi laut kowt...

so went back around 10.30pm...
credit 2 aida..thnx 2 ur boyfie too..
hehehe...

ok..FYI, i'm having Kayak Course today .....
on the evening side...

urrghhhhh...

hectic!!!!!

da lah dkat Lido..
OMG!!!!
how i hate the water condition...
with the super smelly smell and dirty...
yuckksss..

it sucks!


tp nk wt cene kn...
nk dapat ilmu..
kne lah sacrifice skett..

kursus ni utk dapatkn pangkat bintang 1....
so.insyaallah...lpas ni bley laa conduct people who interested in kayaking...

huhuhuhu...

so..wish me luck..
hope that i'll manage 2 get the certificate...

till then..
c ya!!!

need help!

hallu...

back 2 campus life yg sll je memeningkn kpale...
but..
thank GOD i still have kawan2 yg always by my side susa n senang....
credit 2 all da gurls in my class yg very understanding n supportive...
pade 7 org gurls 2 je lah that i can lean on...

how about boys?
naaahh... boys r still boys..
sorry 4 that..
hahahha..i'm telling the truth man!

ok..back 2 da entry above..

need help?
why?
4 wut?

ok..actually i'm having headache rite now..

i'm planning 4 my group performance..
a Pentomime on Malam Kebudayaan kat Pulau Sibu nnt...

ingt nk wt crite yg diadaptasi dr fairy tale...
errmm..mybe cinderella story..
or sleeping beauty...
sumthng like that laa...

n i would like 2 tmbh here n there...
cuz we only have 9 members..
kinda limited with only 15-20 minutes given 2 each group...

anyone yg ade idea??

huhuhu...

i'm hoping! *crossing fingers*

thnx...

c ya!

i'm a lucky woman~

halluu...

entry yg suam berbanding entry aku sblm neyh...hahaha...

hey..i'm at home..sile jeles skrgg...
hehehe...
pas abes klas PL jek tros :: ca alip bot::

PL arinie wt abseiling..kinda ecited..but end up with frustrated...
=(
En Hsham said that Abseiling is very suitable 4 people yg a bit heavy..
lg smooth prgerakannye..

n ble time aku nk trun, i was stucked up there..menci taw!
one of the reason is aku trlalu ringan..n the rope( kernmantel ) doesent suite me well..

urrghhh....

but, luckily dkt curam last da nk finishing 2 i got it...BEST!!

tp rse xpuas...ingt nk trun for second time..tp xckop mse...

overall, ok lah..not bad..
hope nnt mse PL kt Sibu nnt i can do better..
amin...

ok..back 2 da entry above..
why do i say so?
knpe aku rse lucky?

ade kaitan dgn Lucky Song by Jason Mraz kew?

Lucky i'm in love with my best friend?
no!

lucky 2 have been where i have been?
no!

Lucky 2 be coming home again...
yeah2!!..thats it~
n ade 1 lg reason why i feel so luck today...


i just came back from a forum...

hosted by Ustaz Syahrin yg oh so handsome and gorgeous..hahaha..

n Ustaz Badlishah n ustazah Fayizah as the panels...

went it with mak, adik n mak Timah ( my aunty)..

eventho forum 2 sejam je..but i learn n gain a lot!!
since pnganjur forum 2 is Wanita Umno, so topic forum 2 pon mostly about woman lah...

rpe2nye..wanita ni mmg tinggi martabatnya...

"dari rahim seorang wanita lah lahirnya seorang perdana menteri, professor, scientist, doctor"
n
"dari rahim seorang wanita juge lah lahirnya prompak, pnyamun, pembunuh n etc"
so...as a woman, kite yg tentukan mse depan kite n inysallah, anak-anak dan keluarga kite..
kite yg corakkannya...

women nowdays should be well educated...
bkn sje dr segi academic...
tp ilmu rumahtangge 2 sndiri...

klu x..
2 lah yg trjadik zmn skrg...
mcm2 kes...
pmpuan yg da kawen n ada anak pn still ley mngatal nk ade scandal ngan husband org lain..( kasar kew ayat 2?? )
can u just imagine that?
OMG!!!

common lah!
2 all women out there...
pleszz lah..
sedar lah yg korg sbnarnya sgt bernilai.
jgn lah senang2 jaja maruah n harga diri korg...
such a shame....

kite da nk blik zmn jahiliah blik kew?
even, ape yg aku tgk skrg, it getting worse!!
klu dulu ank pmpuan dbunuh..
tp skrg ni..
blm taw jantina dorg da buat mcm2..

abortion lahh...
buang dlm semak lah..
buang dalam toilet lah...

Ya ALLAH...
dorg ni da hilang akal kew huh?

Ya ALLAH..tnjukkan lah aku yg mana yg benarn yg batil....

p/s: tringat pesanan ustz Badlishah... in a marriage...tips utk kekal bhgia, pgg prisip " we do the best..n God will do the rest" ...

*wife dea pn dpt blusher free cap tapak sulaiman dr husbandnye* ahhahaha..lawak gak Ustzh Fayizah....

till then...

c ya! =D

"Sometimes you have to stand alone to prove that you can still stand."

hallu....

wow...a "daring" sounds entry huh?
hahahaha...

few months afta being alone, i try 2 learn to be inspired with my own life.

If you can walk down the road and acctually take time to notice the world for its possibilities and beauty then your well on your way.

n i started to realize that life is a lot of fun alone too and that if love is meant. i had gained the glow of an independent, being sweet n charming single woman hahahah..*sweet kah aku* biarla..aku pnye suke okeh!
n you'll notice people will want to be around you because of your glowing happy faces.

so...why must u just lie down on ur bed...tears by tears..bad day..bad mood..and all da bad thing lahh..

u should prove that u can still stand eventho u r alone...
actually u r not alone pun..*MJ song will continue*
GOD will always there 4 u...

there is nothing being single.. u determined it!

p/s: sy bknlah pro-single sedunia..
just can't imagine those peoples yg smpai nk commit suicide just becoz they were left by their boyfie..urgghh...

n i just don't get that why certain man can easily

pour

their love 2 another one in just a single second/day!! WTH??

u'll get ashamed 2 admit that you were such player in ur teenage time....
don't u think so??
ahahhahaha...

till then.. cya!

i'm voting!!

halluu...

*sigh* aik..awl2 da sigh apesal?

letey r...this few weeks mmg hectic gler... yelah..dah dkat nk g PL..

hish...bnyk keje..xcimen ag..mak aih!

but..im still ok...

ley lagi gelak2..so that means i'm in a godd condition..msih waras n under control..

i'm voting?
pesal plak?
election lmbt ag kn? dftar kat SPA pn blum ag...
huhhuh..yg sbenranye umur xckop ag...
august nnt bru ckup 21 lah...
mude ag doe!

actually i'm voting 4 Hawa n Naim ...
they are entering kinda contest 4 sweet couple..
and yes..surely i'm giving full support 4 both of them..
chayok2!!

dari ape yg aku bce n tgk about this sweetest couple ever,
dorg ni mmg sweet gler ah...
wlaupn aku x rapat pown dgn couple neyh..
Hawa 2 sll la jgk nmpk kt mktb..tp cm segan r..
since xbrpe kenal b4 this...

i started knowing about Hawa when i become her blog's silent reader..
huhuuh...
Hawa's blog is very interesting..
unlike mine~ =(

and u noe what...untill now, i still keep following their life and love story...
so....sweeet!!!

kdg2 rse jeles je tgk dorg neyh...
eventhough dorg tgh jao gler skunk ni..tp dorg still cm baru couple..
even, mkin sweet plak..
OMG...if only i can be like them...

but i believe...everyone has their own part rite...
*ayat org yg single nk sdapkn ati sndri*
hahahah...

so..
to Naim n Hawa...go for it guys!
insyaALLAH... i'll pray 4 both of u...

till then..

bubye!
c ya~